like a fly on the wall, with my secret eyes...

hey baby hey baby hey!

I've seen that movie about Ray Charles that I bought for my dad's birthday and I have to tell you that I love music. From the bottom of my heart. I truly love it. It's one of the most important things of my life. It's so important that I don't mind to spend all my money on it. I don't mind to spend my life on it. Music makes me feel. How can I explain it... When you play something out loud in front of people who screams at you... Damn, it's like eight orgasms at the same time!! It's like a yihay yeah HUUU-UUUHH osshhhyeah, waawww, ooohhh...!!! everything mixed together. I dunno if you get to my point...

And, people tends to deceive other people, but music is always by your side... Leave some people for music? Yeah, why not? Music is more important, sometimes. OK, try to see it as I do: if anyone asks me to choose between he or she and the music, I'll take the music 'cause the person is not worth it.

Anyway, this things I'm saying are imposible to understand to people who does not have the feeling... my feeling, I think is different for different people.

As I said, I love music. For that reason I don't want to stain it by using it just to make money. Sorry. I want to improve day by day and do everything I want to... I want to put my feelings into notes. If I can make someone feel something, I'm done. That's everything I want.

Damn.

I don't know how I've got to this point, but... I'm a musician. At least, I feel the way a musician has to feel to be a good one.

Hnnn... I love music. I just wanted to say that.

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